ngyiqing’s posterous

my blogger is finally cured so dun need link this anymore , cos i moved back HAHA sorry for the hassle

Not a bad day.. but bloody lim hh . I should've slept in class then nothing would've happened. haha. anw....i think my motivation came back ..but i still hate myself for...... and really sorry... oh i like the new malay stall k actually only like the roti prata. Wa sian today i fell down dno how many times man. HAHA

am i tired ? this question keeps repeating inside my mind. It's like a never-ending cycle, goes on and on. i tell myself , no i'm not tired . i dno if it's the right answer but i know i can't stop now, right..? when will it ever end.....   putting on a smile isn't that hard afterall

i thought i could do it... i thought i was doing well.. then.. everything have to end like this. really v sorry.. after this , i know that i still have alot to learn .

"On this day of your life, Yiqing, we believe God wants you to know ... that what you are most afraid of is where your greatest rewards are. If all you had to do was wish for something and you would have it, life would be pretty boring, wouldn't it? God placed barriers between us and what we want, so we can enjoy interesting and satisfying lives. God hid our biggest rewards behind the highest barriers - our deepest fears. God wants us to face our fears, and hold ground in their presence, and let them go, and that's how we get out biggest rewards. What are you most afraid of? Say it, just start by saying it. "

though i'm not a christian but i still believe in this.. what am i most afraid of ? maybe it's pressure . or guilt . or ... losing ...?

oh ya bball interclass tmr , prepared to get thrashed. HAHA Tong Tzu Lai is seriously the joker of the day